The creator of ABC network’s hit Thursday prime time TV shows admits to a pessimism one wouldn’t expect from one of Hollywood’s most powerful people. Rhimes, founder of "ShondaLand," a television production company, realized there was something holding her back. She had a year of “yes” after making a Thanksgiving commitment to her sister Delores to stop saying “no” to the fire hose of opportunities that Rhimes mostly sees as something between burdensome and terrifying, and routinely shuns.